To Which the situation calls for a massive redecoration
Inhale the gluttony of man kinds feeble mistakes
Wash away the tears and drop the depression
Inject a vile a happiness into your system and enjoy life

For the longest time man has searched for ever lasting youth
The answer has been staring us all in the faces for far too long
Enjoy life to it's fullest extent as you see fit
Though keep in mind the dangers that lie beneath the very essence of your freedom

Do not lock yourself in a square box for all eternity for financial security
Explore the far wonders of life's mysteries and the world farthest reaches known
Deny the ability to hold still for time to pass you by like a a star falling in the sky
Allow time to move your own pace so to which your mind may expand at it's own Possible reaches

In this distillation of thoughts I have searched for many ways to understand Nature and Humanity
It's not in text books or in Documentaries by any stand alone quantity by any stretch of time
Lying in the very center of times rift and humans entrance is the key to which you find salvation
Where one finds peace, Another finds slave nations, and One finds freedom beyond expectations

Many people speak different tunes in which ways to explain life stories and information
Many do not yet know their tune to explain and examine life to say an extent of understanding
We may never know where we originate from or how the world around you came to be
All we can do is venture towards the sealing door and open it wide, Take a long glimpse, and Ponder

I look for peace
But lost it is
No more
I'm done

Worn and weary from this chaotic planet
I grow tired of fighting for salvation that will never come
I wish to sleep eternal
Dream continuely

I try and try
Progress is never made
I was not meant for this place
So i realize

Many will not care
Few will cry
But in the end
Life goes on
Nothing is ultimatly changed
My existance means nothing

None understand my threshold
They think they understand
Haha
They have no idea

For those whom it may concerne
I am grateful for your efforts
Though they all have failed
I am the only one capable of my salvation

The next world
I do not know what is in store for me
I will find out
When? I have no idea

I do this though
In the end
It will be my hand that's my undoing
Intentional or not

These miserable souls you all call people know nothing
All the people you know
Work with
Know nothing

To fear death
You will never truely live
Death causes you no harm
Only true salvation

With death we can finally enter our true aspects of reality
Truely gain knowledge
And Truely
Live

To live is to die
To die is to live
A man is nothing without death
Death is nothing without man

Crumble before thine
Burrow into the very festering hatred you breed
Fear nothing
Fear everything

And time wil leave us trying again
Cause we've got nothing to lose
Why not risk it all
In this game of ruilette

Can we try this once again
This is just what i need
The night was cold
I was not held

Tire all
They feel so...
And I know
Never made it

From whence this light fades
My undertsanding will be lost
Should you try to gain it
But you can't grasp it

This womb of intelligence
Trying to expand to others
They neglect and batter it
Then leave it to rot

Fine I say
I will give no more knowledge of this accursed life
Suffer on your own
Carve your way throug hmy path
And fail

Feel so...
I thoguth that that i was right
So alone...
The passageway loves you too

Tunnel your thoughts
Focus your very being
Failure is gaurenteed
I have succedded

My final Testament

Know my sufferage
Know my knowledge
Know you guilty gear
Know my fractures

You could say get over it
Truth be told...
Never in this galaxies lifespan
Will you topple me

My domain rests where i lay my head
Challange me
And know my strength
While you fall into pits

You were my only lighthouse
And you went pithcblack
When yo uwere needed most
I have to make you again

I will tell you I'm ok
And you will believe me
Yet...
Unbeknownst
Denial...

I don't think im insane
In fact I'm quite sane
to live insinde my mind
With all these Plastic astetics

Denial
Secrets hold you
Denial
Truth be told
Denial